work..

started working already.. will probably be stationed at shop selling vv expensive ties cufflinks n suits call TheExecutive @ suntec for some time.. well.. been following e boss around dis few daes.. hmm e stories n 'case studies' he always tell r pretty interesting n makes me tink. (haha i m finally using my brain after so long). n working at such a high end shop makes me REALLY sad.. ppl r buyin suits dat costs 1k plus.. ties dat cost 100+.. SOBZ. e world ish UNFAIR! mai tu liao. i aspire to be like them.. so rich til one receipt can go up to 2k+.. *faint* n here i m at suntec tinkin all e food ish so ex til i m so tempted to go mac n buy e $2 mcchicken burger..

oh well.. jus look thru chris new video n aiyoooo i m so glad i went states for e summer.. nw everytime i m on my way to work i will tink abt e fun times n it will put a smile on my face.. everytime i feel sad dat i m squeezin on mrt n bus wif all e workin ppl lookin v tired n shag n expressionless.. i will tink of e stupid tings we do at states n feel much much better.. charles say this 3 mths will prob b e happiest times n highlights in our life for quite some time n nw i seriously agree wif him. reallie realli tanx ocean 10 n all e ppl i met in states for lettin me haf such wonderful memories to help me get thru e mundane working life ahead.. no doubt i prob can get some sense of achievement at work etc BUT... i m so gg to miss e carefree life.. i m SO sad i cant act like a bag n as childish as i want animoreeeee... BOOOOOOOO. those whu r still in sch r so lucky. >.<

post convo pics..

went studio to take grad fotos. haha finally wearin e grad gown tog wif my aunt. took some pics outside e studio coz one pic costs SO much inside. oh well.. feel bad dat i skipped convo BUT.. we still took these picts in e end. hehe hope e studio pics turn out well. its EXPENSIVE.. so it better be good..

my mums..

pre work depression...

went for interview on wed.. gt employed on wed n startin work on mon. its SO fast til i m feelin reallie depressed n wonderin if i m rushin into it. if i say i nid to rest more i tink lots of ppl will beat me coz i haf been playin for 3 mths plus le.. yet i still tink its nt enuff! haha. my heart ish telling me i wan to play.. but my brain ish tellin me i nid $$.. all rite i m gg on mon to ask clearly wats my job scope n pay n leave n benefits etc.. dun b surprised if i say i m lookin for job again on mon.. heehee.. so tempted to jus reject n look again..

n i reallie feel like bangin my head on e wall when i look thru my wardrobe.. WHY did i buy so much clothes dat i cant wear to work de?! WHY?! why din i buy more workin wear?!?! ughs. how dumb can i be.. omggg n i din like gg out ever since i came back so WHY Did i buy those clothes for?! *faints*

and after trying out clothes.. i decided to stop snacking n eatin so much! i m gg to join gerfren in e resolve to lose weight liaos.. NO more chocs pls. (except for godiva ones.. yum)

new resolve

i m so going to miss sch daes.. someone pls rewind my life back to 7th of may 2008... =(

missing life @ dominator

jus added josh on facebook n ! i realised i missed them a lot. these r e onli pics i haf of them..=( whu ask me to call in sick on my last dae of work.. boo. shld haf worked more durin e last week n spend more time wif them.. HAIS.

josh! reallie reallie nice guy~
thomas =) will nv 4get his superman bag..
trevent.. my eye candy hehe
yingying
missy! my fave sup.

gatheringss

gathering @ speedwing office yest! it was nice to see everyone frm kd tog.. too bad lots of ppl frm rides n f&b nt there.. we r like minorities amongst all e lifeguards.. boo.

e onli non lifeguards there.. dry park ish e BEST! haha

kings dominion!



i luv newyorkers =)

went to celebrate minkok bdae.. n wow.. frm giving presents in sec sch n jc.. to giving $$ in ang baos in uni.. and now to giving cheques when some of us started working.. OMG. we basically went thru all stages of ways to give presents. its realie v kuazhang to give cheque haha but its amazing how we grow up tog! i wonder wats nxt. had a gd tok wif all of them yest.. been whinin abt how i dislike life in spore n hearing updates frm them.. hmm.. ppl tinkin reallie change after workin sia.. nw they like older men! >.< i m still at the sunny sporty guys stage.. ooPs. jus went career fair wif sl.. hais. let e job hunt begin..

e bdae boi n cheque giver

e 1st cheque given in e grp!

outside dear old mCdonalds.. no more cheeseburgers pls.

videos!

e videos made during e trip..

by us to e guys before joinin them at nyc


by chris for e CIEE contest

life nw

been tryin to adapt dis few daes to my old lifestyle.. it feels so weird to b doin smt i haf been doin all along. its like dis 3 mths nv happen bfore! if i dun haf all e wristlet.. bags.. clothes.. n pics.. i wld haf tot dat it was jus a dream! jus met up wif cl n read glk blog. dun we all wonder how we went on e chicago trip tog n ended up travellin for 18 daes? reallie glad we extended! to e hell wif convo! haha. life ish back to e same wif jus me cl n sl nuaing tog n mayb gg to the gym tml! (we prob end up watchin movie or eating as usual..)

its nw 3am in e morn n i m still debatin whether to eat smt or nt. hais. why did we develop e habit of eating maggi mee lateee at nite? its all e GLK fault for cookin mee at nite! reallie miss e late maggie mee sessions.. >.<

ocean 10 @ e airport

tis ish how i m feeling nw.. =(

well.. jus told some of my close frens.. but smt i reallie reallie dread came back in e family. (e dreaded C illness) hmm.. i guess miracles dun happen. boo. anw ive learnt dat life ish reallie fragile.. no one noes wats gg to happen nxt.. so jus enjoy life to e fullest! nt gg to waste my time animore.. my dream ish to work hard! save lots of $$ n travel to all sorts of places ive nv been to! for nw. i m jus gg to b a gd ger n stay at hm as much as possible.. e harsh reality.. reallie wish i m back in US with nth to worrie abt..