scary..

jus watched wall e with wj n sy.. omg its such a scary movie.. i can jus imagine all of us being so fat n laziee in e future.. jus sit on the moving seat n use our fingers to touch e buttons to control everything.. n keep drinkin soda coz its free refill etc.. e ppl in e movie r like the fat n laziee americanx i saw in states!! *shivers* imagine e whole world becoming lidats.. its such a scary tot...

ate double cheeseburger jus nw.. OOOPS.. was tryin to curb the craving but cldnt resist! BUT!! i mus say.. e double cheese here ish NOT NICE!! *shake head* was so disappointed wif it! nt nice.. soggy.. meat v salty.. eeeeeee... i miss e nice n hot n yummy cheeseburgers!!! =(

edited video

decided to edit e video a little.. din change much other dan e music n add in a few more pics.. its 10 mins tho... watch when u r reallie free.. =)

memories

busy busy busy

last week of work ish horrendous. i haf to plan work schedule for e shop n OMG. dun ask me why but i plan til siao for a few days! tanx god its over.. why did i choose HR?! like to meet ppl my foot. haha hmm adapting to my new routine.. tho my job scope ish still v open ended as my boss ish tryin to fit me into the rite place.. i m still adaptin to his flexible n open ended style..

hongda show me e vid he make n suddenli i feel like making a vid abt my US trip too to keep as memory. chris vid ish vv nice but gt lots of pics abt other ppl dat doesnt remind me abt aniting special hence i decide to make one jus for myself! =) it was a tiring past few days when i spend time at home after work to do the vid til 2-3 am n den go work... was so stoned at work todae heng i dun haf aniting urgent on hand!

lookin at the vid makes me feel like i m a third party.. n nt dat i m e one in the vid.. e pretty pics like yosemite n grand canyon are SO pretty until i haf to quest myself did i realli went there n saw such indescribable sights bfore?! haha tink i haf been seeing nth but ppl n buildings til i forgotten how it ish like to see such pretty places... =(

chengling ish gg vietnam!!
*jealous jealous jealous jealous jealous jealous jealous*

been tellin ppl dat i nid a break BUT then i realised i haf onli work for 2 weeks. oooops.

*seriously missing e daes @ states*

work..

started working already.. will probably be stationed at shop selling vv expensive ties cufflinks n suits call TheExecutive @ suntec for some time.. well.. been following e boss around dis few daes.. hmm e stories n 'case studies' he always tell r pretty interesting n makes me tink. (haha i m finally using my brain after so long). n working at such a high end shop makes me REALLY sad.. ppl r buyin suits dat costs 1k plus.. ties dat cost 100+.. SOBZ. e world ish UNFAIR! mai tu liao. i aspire to be like them.. so rich til one receipt can go up to 2k+.. *faint* n here i m at suntec tinkin all e food ish so ex til i m so tempted to go mac n buy e $2 mcchicken burger..

oh well.. jus look thru chris new video n aiyoooo i m so glad i went states for e summer.. nw everytime i m on my way to work i will tink abt e fun times n it will put a smile on my face.. everytime i feel sad dat i m squeezin on mrt n bus wif all e workin ppl lookin v tired n shag n expressionless.. i will tink of e stupid tings we do at states n feel much much better.. charles say this 3 mths will prob b e happiest times n highlights in our life for quite some time n nw i seriously agree wif him. reallie realli tanx ocean 10 n all e ppl i met in states for lettin me haf such wonderful memories to help me get thru e mundane working life ahead.. no doubt i prob can get some sense of achievement at work etc BUT... i m so gg to miss e carefree life.. i m SO sad i cant act like a bag n as childish as i want animoreeeee... BOOOOOOOO. those whu r still in sch r so lucky. >.<

post convo pics..

went studio to take grad fotos. haha finally wearin e grad gown tog wif my aunt. took some pics outside e studio coz one pic costs SO much inside. oh well.. feel bad dat i skipped convo BUT.. we still took these picts in e end. hehe hope e studio pics turn out well. its EXPENSIVE.. so it better be good..

my mums..

pre work depression...

went for interview on wed.. gt employed on wed n startin work on mon. its SO fast til i m feelin reallie depressed n wonderin if i m rushin into it. if i say i nid to rest more i tink lots of ppl will beat me coz i haf been playin for 3 mths plus le.. yet i still tink its nt enuff! haha. my heart ish telling me i wan to play.. but my brain ish tellin me i nid $$.. all rite i m gg on mon to ask clearly wats my job scope n pay n leave n benefits etc.. dun b surprised if i say i m lookin for job again on mon.. heehee.. so tempted to jus reject n look again..

n i reallie feel like bangin my head on e wall when i look thru my wardrobe.. WHY did i buy so much clothes dat i cant wear to work de?! WHY?! why din i buy more workin wear?!?! ughs. how dumb can i be.. omggg n i din like gg out ever since i came back so WHY Did i buy those clothes for?! *faints*

and after trying out clothes.. i decided to stop snacking n eatin so much! i m gg to join gerfren in e resolve to lose weight liaos.. NO more chocs pls. (except for godiva ones.. yum)

new resolve

i m so going to miss sch daes.. someone pls rewind my life back to 7th of may 2008... =(