oh no. dis ish bad. e old me ish coming back.. i m cravingg for MJ.. tinking of calling in sick every morn.. I AM BACK! e nua me that jus wan to haf fun n dun care abt aniting else ish coming back. haha. i tink i ve been pretty responsible n hardworkin for e past 9 mths. which can b considered a miracle as everyone noe i m nuaed. but... engine slowing.. MJ coming.. TA DA! i m back n i wan jus wan to b myself frm nw on! doing tings thats against wat i realli wan is tiring. like being nice to a AT at work, during lunch, n on e way hm reallie tires me.. theres a limit to how much i can make small tok to someone i dun realli wan to do dat to. my professionalism ish wearing out. i cant work wif ATs. its reallie reallie my limit. soon.. i will b myself again.