its back to the daes when i always gt a shock when i update my bank book or check my balance enquiry.. why?! why does the number always go down?! why ish the withdrawals always more than e deposit?! e big qns: WHY AM I ALWAYS BROKE?

so.. this shall no longer be a general blog.. it shall be a blog to RECORD what i haf done to become dis state..

craziee expenses recently:

1. Japan + bag (est. $3.8k)
2. Driving lessons (est. $2k)
3. New Dell laptop (est. $1.2k) its a red one!!!
4. Fone (est. $100)

and to save up for upcoming expenses:

1. October trip to...... ? not confirmed yet.. but prob need to save $3k.. coz we r probably gg hokkaido! snow snowww!!! my white xmas dream coming trueee..

2. no other expenses coz no income to support it animore...

sux. being a salaried worker ish nt gg to take me aniwhere dis lifetime. i will always be stuck in dis vicious cycle of saving to travel then broke n save again to travel. i need to find new ways of increasing my finances!!! pls tip me if u haf a way of making money!