it feels weird to haf nth urgent to rush dis few days.. last 2 weeks ish full of rushin dis n that.. den suddenli. jus doin filing n admin job n clearin e pile of papers on my table.. suddenli feel soooooooo nua n nuaed. if onliee i can spend one dae at a thrill ride park n jus spend e whole dae screamin at rides. dat wld b perfect.. smt to make my heart beat a little faster instead of jus beatin e same dae by dae.
so.. to motivate myself a little n to make dis life seems more bright n meaningful..
plans to achieved in 2009:
1) drivin license (basic theory on 29th! a little late but at least i m starting....)
2) Japan/HongKong/Korea (must plan some trips ahh if nt i will go dull in dis tiny dot doin e same things routinely..)
3) save $$$ to finance my plan 2. (limit cabs to 4 times a week.. its 2 times last week n 3 times dis week so far!)
4) start playing tennis! (oh well.. been talkin abt it since oct 08.. it will definitely happen by oct 09)
thats all i can tink of for dis yr... but i guess once i start learnin drivin den will be occupying my free time quite a bit le. as for work wise.. hmmm.............. no comments. aim for promotion/bonus ba? to fiance plan 2!
awww.. i nid some cute guys at work or aniwhere to brighten up my days. =(
where r e cute guys?! anione will do! (preferably tanned n tall n sporty with a great smile!)
Sunday, March 15, 2009
my life feels like some drama serial to me recently.. i feel like i m havin split personalities.. when with frens n at work.. life ish jus e same as usual.. but when i go hm. hmm. sometimes i m able to jus feel dat shes on hols. but sometimes its kinda hard.. i dunno how to describe seeing someone u luv gettin sick.. gettin weaker n weaker. n all u can do ish to wish dat her sufferin will end soon. i haf been gettin myself prepared for dis ever since she went hosp durin cny.. been tinkin of how it wld b like durin e funeral..
nw tinkin back.. i always tot dat when she ish leaving i will feel smt or see some signs? but i din.. it was jus a normal dae at work discussing abt money issues.. when i saw the msg: come home now. i jus told my boss abt it n arranged to work part time nxt week onwards. i noe its coming but i jus din expect it to b so sudden. feel a bit paiseh coz my colleague send me back hm n i wan to cry but i cant coz hes beside. so tryin to control in e car. e sight at hm doesnt seem real to me. i was hopin dat shes still waitin for me but she left oredi. n u noe in the movies. she din close her eyes fully until my bro came hm. such tings do happen for real sia. e first n last dae ish e worst. at least we r busy durin e funeral n there r a lot of ppl around us. but e last dae when she was cremated. well. i tink its e worst dae of my life. n oso e moment when they sealed e cof.
well. e worst is over. i m glad dat i haf lots of relatives n frens dat cares. esp those dat turn up unexpectedly.. n of coz ps for comin over everynite when i stayed up. i ve seen e ugly side of human nature as well. but i learnt dat in life u dun haf much time n energy. so jus ignore this kinda ppl. but its oso scary dat when one pass away. everything else is the same. e world still goes on w or w/o u. n its oso sad dat she din fulfil her dream of gg to a lot of places.. so dats y. no pt workin n workin n workin when u r young tinkin dat u can enjoy life when u r older etc. COZ. life ish short. when u die. onli ur family n frens will b around u. career n money will nt be missing u much.
feelin aimless recently.. wanted to quit my job but no one seems to b supporting me in dis. sigh. i shall jus wait n see how long i can tahan. n complain non stop as well. totally no motivation to go to work los. but ok la i will jus endure til oct den go travel! save up a bit in the meanwhile to support myself for a few mths w/o work. tsk tsk. feel like furtherin studies oso. but once i tink of need to write thesis i sianed. so i shall put dat plan on hold........ until i feel dat writin thesis ish quite fun.
whuever ish readin dis. pls treasure ur family. they r seriously e most impt ppl in e world.
nw tinkin back.. i always tot dat when she ish leaving i will feel smt or see some signs? but i din.. it was jus a normal dae at work discussing abt money issues.. when i saw the msg: come home now. i jus told my boss abt it n arranged to work part time nxt week onwards. i noe its coming but i jus din expect it to b so sudden. feel a bit paiseh coz my colleague send me back hm n i wan to cry but i cant coz hes beside. so tryin to control in e car. e sight at hm doesnt seem real to me. i was hopin dat shes still waitin for me but she left oredi. n u noe in the movies. she din close her eyes fully until my bro came hm. such tings do happen for real sia. e first n last dae ish e worst. at least we r busy durin e funeral n there r a lot of ppl around us. but e last dae when she was cremated. well. i tink its e worst dae of my life. n oso e moment when they sealed e cof.
well. e worst is over. i m glad dat i haf lots of relatives n frens dat cares. esp those dat turn up unexpectedly.. n of coz ps for comin over everynite when i stayed up. i ve seen e ugly side of human nature as well. but i learnt dat in life u dun haf much time n energy. so jus ignore this kinda ppl. but its oso scary dat when one pass away. everything else is the same. e world still goes on w or w/o u. n its oso sad dat she din fulfil her dream of gg to a lot of places.. so dats y. no pt workin n workin n workin when u r young tinkin dat u can enjoy life when u r older etc. COZ. life ish short. when u die. onli ur family n frens will b around u. career n money will nt be missing u much.
feelin aimless recently.. wanted to quit my job but no one seems to b supporting me in dis. sigh. i shall jus wait n see how long i can tahan. n complain non stop as well. totally no motivation to go to work los. but ok la i will jus endure til oct den go travel! save up a bit in the meanwhile to support myself for a few mths w/o work. tsk tsk. feel like furtherin studies oso. but once i tink of need to write thesis i sianed. so i shall put dat plan on hold........ until i feel dat writin thesis ish quite fun.
whuever ish readin dis. pls treasure ur family. they r seriously e most impt ppl in e world.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
here i m.. sitting in the office on xmas eve at 5:55PM.. waiting for 630Pm to come.. WHY? why did he just wish us merry xmas n go off at 3PM?
dream senario: He came in and say: Merry xmas! u all can go off early today!
hais. but it din happen. the 3 pathetic us wishing for a 'merry' xmas.. onlie gt a 'sit in the office until 630' senario on xmas eve.... went thru coach website.. ebay.. blogs.. emails.. BUT ITS STILL 5:55PM!!!!!
hence i decided to post smt on my blog.
Review on 2008:
Maybe i shld do a proper review report on my 2008, with all the evaluations, analysis, summary and recommendations for a better 2009? it cld take me 30mins i HOPE.
just kidding.. 2008.. my last sem in NTU was spent peacefully. i got a 2 dae week, with 2 no exams modules n 1 S/U modules. HEnce, i only got one paper in my last sem (which i study the day before the exam). my lovely last sem in NTu.. how i miss e daes when weekends n weekdays make no difference to me AT ALL...
then.. the highlight of 2008.. we finally went to US.. after signing up in year 2 but cant go coz of PA.. original plan was to come back for convocation.. BUT.. we got psychoed by some evil guys to extend our trip for 3 weeks.. which caused me to use up my life savings.. *sobz* but the trip can be summarized by one word: FUN! seen pretty places (grand canyon is so grand!).. played like craziee.. take pics with all the awful n bo-seh poses.. happie happie times..
after suffering frm post-trip depression.. was forced to find a job as i haf NO MORE $$$. (sobz x 2) got a job on my first interview. no idea whether is it a blessing or nt? ever since then.. i became a workaholic... theres no more off work on time.. more n more workload.. went hm later n later.. even had to go back during public hols sometimes if theres nt enuff staff. i think dis ish karma for being so slack in NTU for 3 yrs.. i think the amt of time i spend at work this 3-4 mths amounts to the amt of work i spend in NTU for 2 yrs?! retribution is here..
nxt yr.. i just hope i will haf a job n wun get retrenched (*touch wood*). new yr resolution: make n save lots of $$ so that i can support my parents n go TRAVELLING! so i guess.. all i haf to do nw ish WORK n WOrk n WORK. no more work n travel.. onlie work n work n work n work n work (continue non stop)...
merry xmas n happie new yr!
dream senario: He came in and say: Merry xmas! u all can go off early today!
hais. but it din happen. the 3 pathetic us wishing for a 'merry' xmas.. onlie gt a 'sit in the office until 630' senario on xmas eve.... went thru coach website.. ebay.. blogs.. emails.. BUT ITS STILL 5:55PM!!!!!
hence i decided to post smt on my blog.
Review on 2008:
Maybe i shld do a proper review report on my 2008, with all the evaluations, analysis, summary and recommendations for a better 2009? it cld take me 30mins i HOPE.
just kidding.. 2008.. my last sem in NTU was spent peacefully. i got a 2 dae week, with 2 no exams modules n 1 S/U modules. HEnce, i only got one paper in my last sem (which i study the day before the exam). my lovely last sem in NTu.. how i miss e daes when weekends n weekdays make no difference to me AT ALL...
then.. the highlight of 2008.. we finally went to US.. after signing up in year 2 but cant go coz of PA.. original plan was to come back for convocation.. BUT.. we got psychoed by some evil guys to extend our trip for 3 weeks.. which caused me to use up my life savings.. *sobz* but the trip can be summarized by one word: FUN! seen pretty places (grand canyon is so grand!).. played like craziee.. take pics with all the awful n bo-seh poses.. happie happie times..
after suffering frm post-trip depression.. was forced to find a job as i haf NO MORE $$$. (sobz x 2) got a job on my first interview. no idea whether is it a blessing or nt? ever since then.. i became a workaholic... theres no more off work on time.. more n more workload.. went hm later n later.. even had to go back during public hols sometimes if theres nt enuff staff. i think dis ish karma for being so slack in NTU for 3 yrs.. i think the amt of time i spend at work this 3-4 mths amounts to the amt of work i spend in NTU for 2 yrs?! retribution is here..
nxt yr.. i just hope i will haf a job n wun get retrenched (*touch wood*). new yr resolution: make n save lots of $$ so that i can support my parents n go TRAVELLING! so i guess.. all i haf to do nw ish WORK n WOrk n WORK. no more work n travel.. onlie work n work n work n work n work (continue non stop)...
merry xmas n happie new yr!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
oh my.. 2008 ish ending soon.. time pass so fast! i was so sian at work dat i actually went to study the calendar next yr.. suddenly public holidays is so significant! next yr.. mths w/o public hol ish feb, march, june, july and october. SOBZ. i hate these months. how can you go two mths in a row w/o public hols?! i mite just die of work.
but on a happie note, there are a lot of public hols next yr on mondays! (to ppl like me who has to work 5.5 days public hol on friday makes no difference to me *sulks*)
end of the yr.. many customers are buyin winter wear coz they r gg on hols.. ps is at korea nw.. hl is still happily in states.. cl ish at taiwan nw.. everyday gt customers telling me they gg japan.. states.. korea.. etc etc. BUT.. i haf to wait til next yr sep/oct before gg on hols... arghs.
christmas is coming! wonder how i will spend xmas dis yr. n wat presents to buy.. e older i get. e less ideas i haf for presents! sui yue bu liu ren.
but on a happie note, there are a lot of public hols next yr on mondays! (to ppl like me who has to work 5.5 days public hol on friday makes no difference to me *sulks*)
end of the yr.. many customers are buyin winter wear coz they r gg on hols.. ps is at korea nw.. hl is still happily in states.. cl ish at taiwan nw.. everyday gt customers telling me they gg japan.. states.. korea.. etc etc. BUT.. i haf to wait til next yr sep/oct before gg on hols... arghs.
christmas is coming! wonder how i will spend xmas dis yr. n wat presents to buy.. e older i get. e less ideas i haf for presents! sui yue bu liu ren.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
i was jus tinking back abt life at states wif chengling yest.. saying how much we miss states.. n todae i went to see gavin's blog. OMG. he put tog some pics we took in san fran.. lookin thru e pics.. i can jus remember e dae we went san fran again.. low on fuel n turning round n round on e streets tryin to find the petrol station dat e gps show.. e rollercoasters like streets.. e pics we took at golden gate bridge.. vain pots posing for pics n acting like we r nt freezing tho once e cam is nt on us we huddle tog tryin to brave e cold! n.. i will nv forget the journey to san fran airport.. lookin out at the signboards wif tears.. knowin dat its e last time i will b wif dis craziee grp of ppl havin so much fun.. awww... GAVIN. do you have to do dis to me?! i m havin post trip depression again! ughs.
shld stop missing life at states n appreciate e boring singapore....
shld stop missing life at states n appreciate e boring singapore....
Monday, October 27, 2008
first drinkin session with 4/1 at kok hse! in the end we din drink a lot n spend most of the time catching up.. gossiping.. lecturing.. n then taking lotsa stupid pics at 5am in the morn.. lots of super unglam pics taken dat can nv be posted!!
ahh.. glad we r still so close after 6 yrs.. after all e screaming.. tokkin v loudly.. gettin diao in public coz we r public nuisance.. fighting n pulling hair on bus.. we are all 'mature' nw! more n more serious toks.. and even inspiring lectures to xl!
conclusion of the day: humans are fan jian
1st lecture: you can never find anyone perfect
2nd lecture: dun tink too much.. JUST DO IT! (get a bf soon!)
hmm.. after all e pics.. i guess its still hard to believe dat we r more mature.. but seriously. we r so much more mature dan last time! lookin fwd to the annual xmas gathering @ kok hse. hopefully ken will come back n join us! we miss him n his havoc stories @ aust..
ahh.. glad we r still so close after 6 yrs.. after all e screaming.. tokkin v loudly.. gettin diao in public coz we r public nuisance.. fighting n pulling hair on bus.. we are all 'mature' nw! more n more serious toks.. and even inspiring lectures to xl!
conclusion of the day: humans are fan jian
1st lecture: you can never find anyone perfect
2nd lecture: dun tink too much.. JUST DO IT! (get a bf soon!)
hmm.. after all e pics.. i guess its still hard to believe dat we r more mature.. but seriously. we r so much more mature dan last time! lookin fwd to the annual xmas gathering @ kok hse. hopefully ken will come back n join us! we miss him n his havoc stories @ aust..
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