oh well. was telling ppl abt dis cannibal story which hl gimme e link close to midnight one dae n i haf trouble sleeping coz its vv disturbing. i mean. how can a guy. whu kill n eat a ger up. be released n ish a celebrity in japan coz of e crime?

check his confession in the link:

http://peggychang.wordpress.com/2010/01/21/issei-sagawa/#more-4376

beware: e content might gross u out. it made me feel like puking after i read. like some gore hollywood movie but based on a true story straight frm e murderer pt of view. so read after a meal or smt.

being hm w no jobs since e 15th dec has made me really really bored w no idea of wat to do animore at hm. already done spring cleaning of my room.. met frens for lots of dinners n movies n ktvs n drinkings.. i seriously nv look at movie listing n realised dat i watched 8/10 dats showing nw bfore. mayb its a gd thing dat i m starting working nxt mon.. i run out of hk shows n animes n mangas to watch too.. (even rewatched onepiece for e 3rd time!) n reading more n more books on ww2 onli made me feel happie dat i m alive w enuff food n water n shelter..

yest watched e fourth kind with hl. felt so cheated nw as i tot the 'live' recordings shown in the movie is real n i even tot of nt gg alaska animore since its so spooky! but came back n hl showed me dis link dat says e movie ish a hoax w mkting gimmicks onli! n e disappearing of ppl at nome is jus due to alcohol or harsh weather there. CHEys. but e skyline w aurora n lots of stars in alaska was shown at the end of e movie n omgs.. i jus missed looking at sky w sooo mani stars dat u cant even count..

so todae w nth to do again in frnt of my comp waiting for the time to come so dat i m supposed to go out n meet ppl for yet another dinner.. i was inspired to look for a niteview pic of grand canyon skyline due to a whole new world being played on shuffle on my itunes.. n tada! i found dis nice pic taken by someone on google. aint it pretty! makes me wonder if i reallie did see so mani stars dat day. i wonder wat type of cameras can take dis kinda pics. hmm. hopefully e skyline of NZ will b so pretty as well!

just finish the book n movie of anne frank. hmm ever since i came back frm the UK i m more into those wars n personal account of wars so i read quite a few related to e nazi since roman empire is a bit tooooo far awway frm us so mayb i will start on it later.

originally i din read the foreword n i jus read frm the back of e cover dat its a gers account of hiding frm e nazi in holland (shes a jew)so i started n i tot it wasnt as nice as its in a diary format n shes onli 12 when she started writing. i din find it as interesting as the book by the last secretary of hitler nor the personal account of how a guy ran away n survive in e cold norway frm e germans coz its nt well connected together as a story but instead on a ger view on life n family n wat she wan to do after e war etc. but as i came to the last entry i was a bit stun as it ended abruptly. den i read e afterword n reaise dat they were betrayed n was taken away by e nazi to the concentration camps n stuff.. n onli one survivor of the 8. i dunno why but suddenli i gt all the goosebumps n jus started tearing when i read wat happn to them after e story. its jus a weird feeling frm readin e book bcoz e books i read bfore r frmthe survivors but dis was written by a ger whu died soon after dat.. jus 2 weeks bfore the camp she was in was liberated. e world will b better off with ppl whu r willing to help others in need rather dan to sacrifice others to safeguard ur own interests. reallie sad book. i will wan to visit the place they hid in at central amsterdam one day.

Just testing this out. Join to help me break out of being broke!!

11 nov 09 onwards.. i m a certified driver!! (auto onli tho) but still! super nervous dat dae. lucky lucky. if i fail 2nd time i will jus go bang my head on e wall n cursed all e cars around me. nv in my life did i fail ani impt exams/test. =( there goes my 300+ for nth.

oh well.. job hunt begin... felt weird to b sending resumes n browsing jobs webbie everyday.. its like e first time i look for job~ e last time was jus too easy. 3rd dae i start lookin for job i gt a call for interview. got e job on the first interview n start nxt week til nw. din even went thru ani failed interviews.. or sending hundreds of resumes n onli 1 reply agony... nw beginning to feel a bit of dat.. gt some calls for interviews.. but all at weird locations. i m so picky abt job dis time.. so i tink it wld take a while ba....... i tink my current job ish jus too scary. hopefully e nxt one wld b gd! prays

ok.. dis ish an example of msning an ahtiong. after hanging out wif normal ppl like sl n cl n the ang mohs for 2 weeks. i forgot how it is like to tok to an ah tiong..

scenario: i send her an email before dis

she: i did receive the email. can u resend
me: huh why must resend
she: i did receive the email
me: oh. u DIDNT receive the email is it? u did or didnt?
she: i didnt. sorry

sometimes its a slap in e face to remind me dat nt everyone in the world is like the frens around me. n i do wish dat at least i work wif more ppl like me dan more ppl like them. ughs. jus asking her a simple ting in the morn can ignite a whole fone conversation of high n low pitch tones of long long sentences dat jus wun stop. quite a wakeup call i guess.

heard a reallie interesting story during the introduction session at the contiki.. where we r supposed to say wats our fave color, animal, color of underwear, fold or scrunch e toilet paper n a farnie story... can onli remember dis one coz its reallie farnie..

so.. a ger was travelling in london n brought her dog along.. somehow her dog died in the hostel.. she called for a cab but nobody wld wan to take a dead dog in their cab to the nearest vet for cremation. she gt no choice but to stuff her dog into an empty suitcase n drag it to the underground n take the train to the vet.. while trying to drag the suitcase down the stairs (e underground in london is realli nt travel frenly) a guy offered to help her.. she was so grateful. u noe us gers jus cant wait to throw all the manual labour to the guys? e guy ask her wats inside e suitcase as its quite heavy.. obviously she cant say its her dead dog so she say jus her normal belongings etc.. n guess wat. the man ran away with the suitcase!! its super hilarious bcoz its a dead dog inside! i wld wan to see his face when he open the suitcase. hahahahh but on a serious note.. london underground ish nt all dat safe... so take a shuttle service when u r travellin frm airport to central london! draggin suitcases along the staircases is no joke.